Life sucks without the Stockton heads. There’s like no purpose in life without them. Trying the stick it out for my moms but i really can’t it any longer. I’ve been trying to make the best of being home but i just don’t have the energy to do anything. It feels like Milpitas is not were i belong. Everything seems so foreign to me over here. I really want to go back to Stockton badly. That’s the place where i belong the most, The place were i feel most appreciated. I really don’t know how I’m going to survive The next few months without seeing them on the daily. I miss the Ikang, baby#1, Baby#2 and LeejahB. NO LIE, They keep me Sane.
